School and my education is my #1 Priority. The #1 goal I must reach this year. I literally fucked up my fall semester I had so much going on that I clearly let it get to my education. I’m on academic probation and got a second chance and I am not about to throw this second chance away. I don’t want to go home and tell my mom I failed and I kicked out of CSUF. I don’t want to be that disappointment she had set up for me already. I don’t want to be a failure in my grandma’s eyes. If I can do this in 2011 by setting a goal and reaching it at the end of my Senior year in High school then I can do it again. I just need to get my head on the right track and focus. The only thing that should be distracting my mind from everything is my education. I can’t wait for school start so I can really distract my mind from everything that had happen in 2011 and the beginning of 2012 because it didn’t really start off so great but it’s life I gotta take it and work around it or work through it.